| Wow its been almost a year |
[Nov. 10th, 2007|09:33 pm] |
Hmmm... where do I start??? First off I guess the last time I posted in this was Dec. of last year.So I guess I will start off with this Last year when the new years eve struck midnite it hit me that this year was gonna be different then any other.The question was what was gonna make this year so much more different than the others? I learned alot this year I also went throw more relationships then I have been in awhile and made me learn alot.Anyways onto my Bigger news.Back in June I became pregnant this is what made this year more different than others.Sadly I found out I was pregnant in July and just got in a relationship with an amazing guy and it was not his because we didnt start dating til July.Since July until late October it has been trial and error back forth one minute I wanted the baby the next I didnt I was at a loss of what to do I was taking care of myself they way I should of been.I prayed to god about what to do about the child and at first I got no response so I thoughtin order to save my relationship with my bf I needed to give the baby up for adoption however something didnt feel right with my decision but I told myself to ignore the feeling.Then in mid-october the relationship faulted.I realized this was my sign to keep the baby.Now I can express my true excitement about the baby and parenthood its a big step in my life and even though Im gonna be a single mom my family and friends are behind me 110%.I pray everything with the baby goes well.I pray for a good labor lol.I have never been this excited about anything before Im 22 weeks and have 120 days to go!!! |
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| Broken hearts and torn up letters |
[Dec. 26th, 2006|05:40 am] |
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So I know its been awhile since I posted here but there are some things I need to say I cant say on myspace so Im just gonna go here and say them.First off My job is hell and I hate it there Im really depressed but I cant do anything about it at the moment I mean my dad is going to bank tomorrow I might try going with and hunting I cant stand the wild wings I dont wanna be there.Everytime my friends go in there they complain about the service and I feel so bad even though I cant do a thing about it.I dont wanna work in a place that people hate! Secondly my best friend is a bitch and Im not taking it anymore so thats over with Im sick of here telling me what to do Im fucking 20 dont tell me how to live my damn life! Thirdly (I saved worst for last) My boyfriend broke up with me on Thursday and I understand why but dont at the same time.He broke up with me due to fact I was happy to be with me....I guess alittle to happy...Im guessing merely due to fact we moved fast.I mean we started talking end of October by the following Wed. we actually got together and hung out by Saturday we were making out and dated for a week then got in a relationship.Most people know of my feelings and when I get good ones and bad ones and they are never wrong.I have feeling this is gonna last I have a feeling its not over.I do go out and date alot so to speak however you can always feel connection(you know what I mean) and I know its there Im not gonna call him and asshole for breaking up with me before Christmas but it hurt alot I have been hurt by every guy in my path but because he means so much to me it hurt so much more than I could bare.When Im not out with people I think alot and because Im always helping people with problems I think a tad bit fast I guess you can say.In away I let him end it because thats what he wanted what about his feelings? well hell what about mine? Im always doing whatn everyone else wants to make them happy.I cant go to him and be like look I dont like single we need to get back together.I wanna talk with him and be like Dont say anything until Im done.Now look I understand why we broke up and you know I would rather have you as friend then nothing in my life.I want you in mine and you want me in yours.But I dont like being alone.Like always I did what the other person wanted why didnt I have say? I dont wanna jump back in a relationship but I dont wanna be just friends why cant we be just on that dating line and work from there.To be honest thats what I want.I just want him to hold my hand and kiss me thats all.Everybody says that if I date someone else he will come back cause he will be jealous.But what if he hurts instead I dont want that and I dont want anybody else but him. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|01:14 am] |
So it's been awhile since I have posted anything on here but needless to say yes Im still around.Yes still stuck the hell known as Florida lol :) Anyways here is whats been going on....First off...I think Im ready to go back to Disney for the moment.I wanna rebuild my life and go to college.It's actually a good thing it's taking me awhile because I dont know what I want to do.Im looking into psychology,theatre,and journalism(woot woot little miss.Rory Gilmore in the making hahaha).To me they are all very good fields but I still have time lots of time to decide what im gonna do with my life.I also have the lonely factor going on but Im sure anybody who has my myspace knows about that :) Im actually thinking about doing journalism I dont know why but it just seems so appealing at least something with writing.Screenwriting would be good oh I would love to do that.I think Im gonna save up money and travel to New York just to get away I mean its gonna take awhile but it's well worth it I know this.Well I think Im done here look on my myspace for blogs too.Dont be a stranger I love you all
xoxo,
Becca |
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| wow it's been a long time |
[Dec. 30th, 2005|03:26 am] |
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wow it's been so long since I updated this thing that I dont even remember the last time I updated lol....hmmm.....work is great I work 7 days this week and already have 30 hours so by the end of this week I'll be on overtime yesss!!!!!Christmas was splendid....I got a Gryffindor armband thingy,A POTO charm bracelet,Tinkerbell fleece blanket,quidditch game for ps2,Harry Potter scene it,THE GRIMMERIE,a Kagome patch,A Gryffindor jacket an Old Navy gift card and more and more things |
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|03:53 am] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In September I helped ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) miseriachick see the light (8 points). Last month I gave veelamoon a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Saturday I broke goofygurl05's X-Box (-12 points). In August I bought porn for poisndheart (-10 points). Last Wednesday I gave lalucedistella a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points).
Overall, I've been nice (31 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven!
Sincerely,
crazy4quidditch |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2005|12:38 am] |
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lief is good right now i guess.I dont have to much to say right now but Harry Potter is right around the corner so yay |
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| argh |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|09:24 am] |
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I hate meetings! lol I hate it when you don't get out of work til almost 3am then have to be back for some dumbass meeting at 10...........I JUST WANNA SLEEP :( |
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| took it from mah sister |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|10:33 am] |
For people who are dumb and don't know Elphaba(aka Elphie) is also the wicked witch of the west...thats what I would like to be....| My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul |
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| crazy4quidditch goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Elphaba. | | atta83 gives you 6 pink grapefruit-flavoured gummy bats. | | goofygurl05 tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy! | | lalucedistella gives you 2 white coffee-flavoured jawbreakers. | | miseriachick gives you 16 white cola-flavoured pieces of taffy. | | peppermintfool gives you 17 white chocolate-flavoured gumdrops. | | poisndheart gives you 3 softly glowing cherry-flavoured pieces of taffy. | | qtchoruskid tricks you! You lose 9 pieces of candy! | | veelamoon tricks you! You get a block of wood. | | wdivgreg4 gives you 15 light orange cherry-flavoured pieces of taffy. | | xxshortie2005xx gives you 17 brown mint-flavoured gummy worms. | | crazy4quidditch ends up with 66 pieces of candy, and a block of wood. | | Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. |
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| OMFG NO WAY!!!!!! |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|10:11 am] |
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I FINALLY GOT MY HARRY POTTER ROBE WOOT WOOT....I also had to spend friggin 40.00 on pants at pacsun for work it's ok because it's pacsun lol.I got some hot new groovy mardi gras sunglasses lol that was great.I finally got to see Robbie(Jungle Jim's/character one not the one I work with lol I see him every week!) again that was exciting I havent seen that boy in like a month.I knew the guy at the door too they were gonna offer me a drink cause it was some beer pong party thing i told them no I'm underage and I have family next door.....yesterday was funtastic...lol if that is such a word anyways gotta get ready to go out. |
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| let's see |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|05:35 am] |
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1.AGAIN I HATE SPRINT WITH ALL MY HEART THEY SUCK I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE FIGHTING WITH THEM AND I LOST MAN I CANT FIGHT FOR NOTHING......
2.I had to close last night at work which was really fun to me^_^ had a blast like always even though my back was in horrible pain |
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| o yea...... |
[Sep. 19th, 2005|05:13 pm] |
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| | Click 5-Just the girl (on somebodys myspace profile lol) | ] |
I forgot to say Professor Snape is always in my restuarant he was there last nite.The best thing.....when he walks in I get to say"Good day Professor Snape how are you?" lol it's the best for a Harry Potter fan ^_^ anyways I gotta go get ready buhbyes |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|12:39 pm] |
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Work was fun last nite the hostess that was supposed to close called in lol so I was hosting all bymyself it actually was alot easier than usual.Besides that though it was a fun nite ^_^ I work today at 7pm until close I know that I will be 2nd closer cause it's me and the same chick last nite who are closing so I know for a fact I'll be the last closer anyways Maroon 5 is playing so I'm gonna go shower now.Oh btw anybody wanna go to MNSSHP? AS long Halloween nite tickets are still avaliable? |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|01:00 pm] |
work goes like this for this week
Sunday-5
Monday-7cl
Tuesday-OFF
Wedensay-5
Thursday-7cl
Friday-5
Saturday-7cl
Sunday-5
I'm almost positive this is my schedule
so if I dont update for awhile this is why |
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[Sep. 17th, 2005|03:44 pm] |
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Woot Woot I got the new Harry Potter shirt from Hot Topic bitches so I shouldnt have spent the 20.24 it was Harry Potter. |
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[Sep. 15th, 2005|11:51 am] |
It's been awhile since I updated this bizotch so let's do this thing let's starts with....saturday!?!?
Saturday I hung out with Alexis(aka at Disney she was like one of my 4 twin sets lol) we ate at my place Buffalo Wild Wings(the one on Crossroads dur!) then we walked around Downtown Disney and all that good stuff that was cool because we havent seen eachother in like a year.Sunday I worked it was fun I flirted what can I say.Oh yeah a Jungle Jims guy came in and I asked him if Robbie was working and I was saying Robbie needs to be here and the server at my restuarant Robbie kept thinking I was talking about him I was like no your straight the Robbie I was just talking about is very flamboyant.I think Monday I chilled.Tuesday I had dinner with Ashley(again somebody else I havent seen in a year) HaHaHa girl you still got mah leftovers!!! Then I worked I closed at work I flirted again all nite.Last nite is basiacally the same exact thing work,closing,flirting,but this time we have Karaoke now I wasnt feeling it but as the nite wore on I was and I wanted to make a fool of myself(which for me isnt that hard) but I promised one of my servers that I wont do it unless he was there and since he already left I coudlnt......maybe I wasnt ready thats why I used it as excuse.But my three closing servers tipped me at the end of the nite I got about 20.00 or so.I hung out with Kim yesterday to and I bought a new compact cause I broke my other compact lol.I gotta get ready I mite be working today dunno but I gotta go shopping for a hawaian shirt for tomorrow at work its aloha nite eek! if anybody knows a place close I can find one call me 321 663 3173
I'd appreciate it I already checked the Walmart by me.I know I shouldnt put my number on here but the people I have on my lj either
a.don't care
b.already have it |
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| tiring |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|02:45 am] |
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So it's been a crazy week.Between working and hanging out with my friend Kim this past week playing Harry Potter Scene it....which to me is the best game ever! Boy am I making the money now I'm working six days this week my only offday is Monday which is good on the count that its going into slow season and I started the week out with three days.So yeah besides that ntohing else is going on.My life is still ok...still short,funny,flirty,and single.Basic me it's funny everybody around me is getting into or are in relationships and I'm still alone in away its lonely but thats because its boring and I cant stand being bored but I live with it.Besides its not my fault guys nowadays dont care about personalities lol! Speaking of which since we're on the topic of guys...oh never mind its dumb and ya'll dont wanna hear.If you honestly wanna know then ask and I shall tell you but only if you ask.well I'm off to bed and dont forget to
Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus
Never Tickle a sleeping dragon
lol later guys and girls
Becca |
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| man Sprint frickin sucks |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|10:02 am] |
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I hate Sprint but now I gotta bite my tongue and hold it for two years.Maybe I'll grow with it.Who knows.Anyways November anybody guess whats happening in Nov.? Harry Potter!!!!!!!!!!!! duh! I was talking to my friend Lisa at work yesterday about it and she was like dude I'll dress up with you.I find people who will go but noty dress up and I'm like well shove it freaks.So I got my Potter buddy ^_^ oh and her mom has this weird hogwarts camp or something and shes gonna try to get us some stuff if not we gotta long ways to go.I'm gonna do laundry and shower ttyl |
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| OMFG!!!!! |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|01:52 pm] |
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Okay since I began working at Buffalo Wild Wings I run into Disney people all the time I've seen Scott(Warm-up instructor) two times.I've seen some greeters and other characters who I can't remember there names at the moment but last nite Oh Mah God was the ultimate surprise ever.I saw Jeremy(I think thats his name lol) He is like the hottest gay dude ever!(sorry Greg but I love you lots muah).But I saw him and freaked cause its been over a year that I've seen him so yeah that was surprise no.1 Surprise no.2 I'm going to check my schedule and leave right. This chick is walking to restrooms which are right behind me and we look at each other and stop then were like OMG! No way.It was Taryn!!! I was like what are you doing here? turns out a really good friend of hers works there I told her I'm getting a new cell and she was like kay well call me when you get it I was like for sure.Anywho her friend came up and was like wait you guys know each other? Taryn goes yeah she's my fave Dopey ever.I love my new job I see cool Disney people all the time it's a really weird but good thing.....I guess...OH and I'm freaking over Halloween I still have no idea what I'm gonna do had quite a few good ideas from people on myspace so who knows whats gonna go down I wish I could do Elphaba's dress in act 2 from Wicked but I'm stupid when it comes to making costumes so yea. |
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| For my Sister |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|01:44 pm] |
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yo Nikki haha I said yo
that place I was talking about for your profile and junkie junk
well here's the link
www.mygen.co.uk
use it wisely oh and one more thing ::Clears throat::
I see ya lookin at me like I'm some kinda freak
get up outta your seats why dont ya do somethin'
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I dunno if thats even the right lines lol
Oh mah god ailens are callin my house holy shyte wtf
ummmm bye guys I dont feeling leaving a long update so uh yeah thats about for today peace a peace folks
bye kiddos |
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| la la la |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|01:51 pm] |
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I'm so bored right now work sucks sucks really bad yeah.HaHaHa I was so bored last nite I watched the OC for teens that get everything they want its pretty good not to mention that Adam Brody be in there besides that I wouldnt watch it.Oh and that new show on mtv that wildin out haha they were doing something and this dude was like dissing Orlando Jones and said something about him getting fired as the 7up dude and he was all ike yeah thats right know why? cause were drinking sprite i dunno i thought it was funny.anyways back to reality I guess being hired fulltime means nothing cause i work about every 3 or so days for about 4 1/2 hours so im making no money at all i'm probably gonna find something to do the question is what? Since I'm not working tonite and I should but whatever I havent worked since a week from today I was supposed to sunday but they were slow so they decided to cancel my shift then next day I worked was Thursday when they realized I'm supposed to be off and went against my avaliablity they took me off and so now I dont work til sat from 6-10:30 pm this is bs it really is anyways gonna find something to do laterz peeps |
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